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Tasting Yourself: The Psychology of Self-Sucking and Cum Obsession

18 July 2025

There’s something about the fetishes people try to hide that always catches my attention.

Not the polished ones. Not the performance kinks paraded on main. But the private ones. The strange ones. The ones whispered between breaths, usually followed by, “Is this too much?”

Spoiler: it never is.


That’s what drew me to this one. A message sent with equal parts guilt and craving, asking what I thought about a very specific desire. Not submission to another. Not worship of someone else. But self:  Self-sucking. Cum eating. Erotic self-worship. Not out of humiliation, but obsession.


And that question? It turned into a conversation. And that conversation? It became this audio.

But let me be very clear: this is not porn. This is not moaning over a countdown. This is something far more intimate, layered, and powerful. It’s a deep dive into the psychology behind the urge. A seductive, spiralling journey through guilt, self-awareness, and filthy honesty.

It's about what it means to crave yourself - to seduce yourself, taste yourself, worship yourself and still ache to be seen, watched, even judged while doing it.


It’s also, in a way, about trust. Trusting that your desires don’t need to be hidden. That someone can look at your craving and say, “I see you. And I want more.”


If you’ve ever whispered your cum eating fantasies in the dark, wondering if they were too much, this audio is for you. And if this is your first time being truly seen?


Welcome home.


Buy your copy over on NiteFlirt, LoyalFans, IWantClips, Clips4Sale, & ManyVids

CEI, Self Sucker, Mental Domination, Voice Fetish

Obedience, Ache, and the Price of Permission

03 June 2025

There’s a rhythm to my control. A slow, velvet pull that brings you to the edge: deliberate, relentless, addictive. You stroke when I say. You stop when I say. And the ache that follows? That’s mine too. This isn’t just a game, it’s a delicious ritual. Tease and denial at its most intimate. You work harder with every stroke, and yet nothing belongs to you. Not the rhythm. Not the release. Not the permission.


You're in my hands. And I’m not just guiding your body, I’m training your mind.

The more I edge you, the more your craving grows. You find yourself giving more, offering more, eager to please. It starts with obedience. It always does. But it never stops there. You begin to understand that release is no longer the goal but it’s access. Access to me. To this experience. To the voice that keeps you coming back and keeps you aching.


And once your mind is conditioned, the rest follows. Every stroke becomes a form of worship. Every ache, a payment. Every moment you’re held just before the edge becomes proof that you're not just aroused, you’re owned.


Because this isn’t about whether I let you come.  It’s about who you think of when you’re desperate.  It’s about what you’re willing to give, just to be allowed to beg.


And if you’ve read this far, I already know:
You’re not here to win.
You’re here to be ruined - gently, thoroughly, and on my terms.

Edge, Tease & Denial, FinDom

The Consortium: Inside the Most Seductive FemDom Audio Series on NiteFlirt

20 May 2025

The Consortium is not just a collaboration, it's a legacy in the making. A curated collective of Elite FemDom audio creators, each handpicked for their unique style, power, and mastery of spoken seduction. Created with intention and precision, The Consortium was born from a desire to bring together some of the strongest Dominant voices in the erotic audio space and unify them under one concept: shared excellence, exclusive content, and a level of control that doesn’t just flirt with power: it embodies it.


What makes The Consortium different from other audio projects is its structure. Every volume is a themed anthology, and every Domme contributes her own original full-length recording to that volume. Each file is individually crafted, but together, they form a multi-voice experience: diverse in style, unified in tone, and devastating in effect. Whether you're drawn to mesmerization, humiliation, sensual domination, tease and denial, homewrecking or full-blown financial ruin - to name but a few - there's a voice within The Consortium that will speak directly to your kink and take it further than you imagined.


The project began with a vision from its founder, The Goddess Kimberly of Addicts Anonymous. In 2022, she secured permission from NiteFlirt to allow a groundbreaking concept: multiple creators selling the same product in unison. That seed grew into The Consortium, and by 2023, the first voices had united. What started as a bold idea quickly became a movement. With each new volume, the group has expanded, the themes have deepened, and the hold over its audience has grown more inescapable.


Now, two years on, The Consortium boasts an Elite line up of Dommes, each with her own following and formidable presence. The current team includes The Goddess Kimberly of Addicts Anonymous, AllyBeeNice, Behaviour Analyst, Camilla in Control, Femdom Goddess Kayla, Gabriella Fairbanks, Joi Bleu, Lauren Rules, Leftist Libbie, Myte Vixen, PoppyFields, and Wicked Zavina. These aren’t hobbyists. These are highly skilled Seductresses, professional voice artists, and psychological tacticians who know exactly how to make you ache, obey, and pay.


Each volume is sold exclusively on NiteFlirt as a downloadable bundle. When you buy a Consortium volume, you aren’t just purchasing audios, you’re investing in a collection of Domme-crafted experiences designed to consume your attention, manipulate your desire, and leave you craving more, more, more.  Every voice, every word, every silence is intentional.


The Consortium is more than content. It’s an invitation to indulge, a test of willpower, and a lesson in submission. With every new volume, you’re drawn deeper into a world where power is layered, femininity is weaponized, and obedience becomes instinct.


Whether you’re a seasoned submissive, an erotic audio collector, or simply curious to hear what it sounds like when powerful women speak directly to your kink, The Consortium is the answer you didn’t know you were waiting for. But be warned: once you start listening, you don’t go back. You collect. You crave. You obey.


The Volumes: A Journey Through Obsession


Over the past two years, The Consortium has released a series of exclusive themed volumes, each one taking the listener deeper into obsession. These aren’t just audio compilations - they’re curated experiences, crafted by powerful women who understand the art of slow seduction and precise control. Whether you’re exploring for the first time or completing your collection, here’s your guide to the volumes already waiting to ruin you:


Volume 1 – Welcome to The Consortium
This is where it all began. The introduction to the experience, the tone-setter, the first whisper in your ear that things were about to change.
Buy Volume 1 on NiteFlirt


Volume 2 – The JOI Edition
An entire volume dedicated to the art of jerk off instruction, executed with precision, power, and playful cruelty.
Buy Volume 2 on NiteFlirt


Volume 3 – The FinDom Edition
Control your spending? Not anymore. This edition is for those who crave the rush of handing over control and currency.
Buy Volume 3 on NiteFlirt


Volume 4 – Signature Styles
A showcase of our signature styles, letting each Domme flex her voice and her craft in full. Intimate, intense, irresistible.
Buy Volume 4 on NiteFlirt


Volume 5 – Pump Fuel
A shift in pace. This one hits hard and fast and is perfect for submissives who like it intense.
Buy Volume 5 on NiteFlirt


Volume 6 – Corruption
Slow. Addictive. Dangerous. Volume 6 is where we get under your skin and stay there. Each voice drips with Dominance, teasing you closer to full psychological surrender.
Buy Volume 6 on NiteFlirt


Volume 7 – Seven Deadly Sins (Coming 13 June 2025)
You already know your sin. This is where you finally give in to it. Thirteen audios. Ten voices. One inevitable downfall.  Coming exclusively to NiteFlirt. You’ve been warned.


This isn’t just audio.
This. Is: The Consortium.

JOI, Psychological Domination, Tease & Denial, Voice Fetish, HomeWrecking, FinDom, Hypnosis

The Art of Edging: Why the Ache Feels So Good

09 May 2025

There’s a particular kind of pleasure in not being allowed. In almost. In the moment before. That’s where I thrive. That’s where I keep you. On the edge: aching, obedient, wide open, and completely mine.


Edging, or erotic orgasm control, is more than just a kink. It’s an experience of surrender. Of deep, emotional vulnerability. Of letting someone else - someone skilled, someone soft, someone dangerous - take control of your pleasure and make you beg for it. I’ve been guiding edging and Tease and Denial sessions for years now, and what fascinates me is how quickly it goes from being physical to psychological. You come in thinking it’s about touching yourself and very quickly realise it’s about giving up control.


Some clients come to me asking for a quick JOI session. They expect countdowns, maybe some moaning, and then release. What they don’t expect is Me. My voice. My patience. My precision. My ability to keep them on the very brink for minutes, sometimes hours, until they don’t even remember what coming feels like. Only the ache. Only Me.


There’s something beautiful about that ache. That need. The desperation in your voice when you think you’re about to be allowed to let go ... and then I stop. Or whisper "hands off, put them on your head ". Or giggle and hang up, knowing you’ll call right back, because I’ve trained you to know that only I decide when you’re allowed to release.


And when you finally do earn it - because yes, I reward obedience - you know it wasn’t a fluke. It was ritual. Something that built slowly, sweetly, until you couldn’t take it anymore. And then… I gave it to you. Or I didn’t. And now, you’re mine either way.


Tease and Denial isn’t about cruelty. It’s about trust. It's about control. It’s about knowing you’re in safe hands as you’re stripped of yours. Every breath, every twitch, every moment you stay right there on the edge… it all belongs to Me.


And once you’ve tasted this kind of control, ordinary release will never be enough again.

Edge, JOI, Tease & Denial, Psychological Domination

The Premature Ejaculators Shame 2

26 April 2025

You swore it would be different this time. You told yourself you could hold back. You believed — for just a moment — that you were stronger than your urges. But deep down, you always knew.


I return with a whispered reminder of your deepest truth: some failures aren’t accidents. They’re inevitable.


In The Premature Ejaculator’s Shame 2, I take you even deeper into the quiet humiliation you carry. This isn't about teasing you or guiding you. It’s about unraveling you - exposing the part of you that longs to lose control without permission, without pride, without hope.


Through pure psychological Domination, I speak directly to the shame that lives in you. The craving. The inevitability. The helpless collapse into premature ejaculation you’ve never been able to escape. You don’t need anyone to tell you what’s happening. You’re already trembling for it. Already desperate to fall.


Part 2 of this bestselling series strips away every excuse, every illusion, and leaves you alone with the truth you can no longer deny.


Listen. Breathe. Surrender.
You know exactly how this ends.


Buy your copy over on Niteflirt, LoyalFans, IWantClips, Clips4Sale or ManyVids

Premature Ejaculation, Psychological Domination

Welcome to the Edge

21 April 2025

There’s something exquisite about the moment just before release: the ache, the surrender, the not-knowing. That’s where I live. That’s where you’ll live too, if you’re brave enough to explore Tease and Denial with me.


I’m Joi Bleu, a British voice artist and sensual guide, velvet-voiced, soft, slow, and subtly addictive. I lure you in gently, so gently you don’t realise what’s happening until it’s too late. You think you’re in control… and then I’m in your head, in your breath, in the palm of your hand.


But this isn’t about punishment. My style of Tease and Denial is all about connection, craving, and psychological control. You’ll work for release, not because I’m cruel, but because I understand exactly how much you want it. And when you finally earn that climax? You’ll know it was never random. It was ritual.


My devotees say it best of all:

“Always the best tease and denial.”

“She toyed with my brain and I couldn’t help but love it.”

“By the end, I was a complete mess.”


Whether you're new to edging and orgasm control, or already devoted to the denial, I promise you this: you’re in safe, skilled hands. I’ll talk. You listen. Breathe. Feel. I’ll guide your desire through every trembling second of this guided JOI experience.


Welcome to the edge. You're going to love it here.

Edge, JOI, Psychological Domination, Tease & Denial, Voice Fetish
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